Suspending judgment, the refused meditation, and the closing question

Frederick concludes that what he must do is suspend judgment, and the Wonders tell him the awareness and understanding he is looking for is already in him — judgment is what stops it rising to the surface.

He asks for a meditation for suspending judgment; they refuse with amusement, since he would use it and thereby judge what they had offered.

Instead they point out that if he really wants to put on underwear, go to the shop or get a haircut, he simply does it — and it is the same with suspending judgment or growing teeth; only the mind and the perceptions attached make one seem different from another.

He says that when he suspends judgment he seems to have no questions; they reply that he then has far more questions, because it stops being about right and wrong and becomes 'where do we go?' — as this very conversation was.

At that level anything becomes open to exploration, not only growing teeth but growing other parts of the body.

Noting that he is trying to prove it to himself, they leave him with a question instead of a meditation: if he lets go of trying to do one small thing to prove that he can, what belief structures will shift once proof is no longer necessary — and the more he lets go of the need for proof, what are the possibilities of his existence?